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          II. Place

          "What we call the beginning is often the end
          And to make an end is to make a beginning.
          The end is where we start from. ...

          We shall not cease from exploration
          And the end of all our exploring
          Will be to arrive where we started
          And to know the place for the first time." --T.S. Eliot
          * * * * *

          Old White Church

          We were told it was
          Greek Revival
          these simple
          four white walls,
          where--
          baptized,
          confirmed,
          married,
          eulogized,
          we came to be.
          When stripped
          of the Victorian apron
          the corners
          stood naked where
          the sea of alabaster
          frescoes joined.
          At the tall
          paned windows
          color flooded
          in from every side,
          and ritual met life
          in these
          four white walls
          where--
          baptized,
          confirmed,
          married,
          eulogized,
          we came to be.
          Over fifty years
          the corners of her life
          stood out in
          the jasmine sun
          of jubilation,
          cobalt of sorrows held,
          on old white walls
          lives bled through,
          where names were
          written on
          the wavy dust
          as the sun
          streamed through,
          in these
          four white walls
          where--
          baptized,
          confirmed,
          married,
          eulogized,
          we came to be
          called, created
          we were revived
          in this simple
          house
          that is not
          our own,
          in this simple
          house that is
          our home.

          * * * * *

          Choir Bells

          These bells
          are the long vowels of music,
          saying,
          doing,
          being.
          From the little "A"
          that climbs up the back
          of your neck
          looking skyward
          through the forest
          of your parted hair
          on a cloudless
          blue washed day,
          clear as a bell
          some say;
          to the largest "E"
          that fills out the lower ribs
          as a lover's heart
          swollen with the pages
          of her symphony--
          it aches the sweet
          sweet pain,
          tears of joy
          some say.
          With pauses, breathe,
          soft, two, three,
          consonants join,
          ring, two, three
          three bells strike the chord,
          the syllables,
          the names,
          once upon a
          once,
          once upon a
          time.

          The bells ring
          beginnings
          ends
          again,
          the seven
          for creation,
          birth.
          the thirty three
          reconciliation,
          wedding.
          seventy two
          awakening,
          death.
          again, again
          the bells ring.
          In the morning
          the tower bell
          called one
          called two
          called all
          from far
          and near,
          to hear.
          These bells are
          the long vowels
          that sway from arms
          and wrists
          they lift and rise
          lift and rise
          and fly untied
          in windful sighs
          of wheat in a summer breeze
          from running
          spring waters
          to rising fall incense
          these bells are
          the long vowels
          some say
          some say
          a steeple,
          in our midst.

          * * * * *

          Ground

          I sometimes
          wonder if
          the ancient
          view of the
          world
          as a deck
          of three
          --a slice of
          yeasty white
          heaven
          above,
          a slice of
          toasted
          hell below,
          and the
          bologna
          in between--
          had it
          upside down,
          so that the
          heights we
          strive to
          reach and
          grab ahold
          are really
          hell,
          and heaven
          has us by
          the ankle
          as we
          twist
          crusty heels
          upon the
          ground
          of all
          that is.

          * * * * *

          Field of Dreams

          She said it
          was a field of dreams
          a house amid the corn
          if we would build
          on faith and hope
          the faithful would be borne
          on wings of love
          and tender toil
          the walls would rise
          and call
          to build a people
          in a town whose
          roots were often torn.
          The nomads of the
          urban outland
          gathered at the feast,
          St. Francis heard
          the voice call
          and built the palace
          of wanderer's feet.


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